Deep down inside, I truly love him. But I wished he was of a different religion. If it was not for his religion, we would probably be married with kids now.
I know that he loves me with all he’s got and because I know we can never be, I’m afraid to give him all of me. Yes, it is selfish of me not to give him everything but nevertheless, he is the one person I’ve ever truly loved.
B is a very good friend of mine. And there are times when he just makes me feels so “at home”; he makes me feel so comfortable by just being myself. It’s not that my current loved one makes me feel as though I can’t be myself but I will have to change. There are many things I will need to let go of which sometimes I do feel rather tied down.
I’m so confused but yet I don’t really know why I should be because I already have the answer within my heart.
We can never be. We will never be.
Love is a great feeling but with love, comes the greatest pain.
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